Hey, been busy nowadays with assignments and stuff. Have not been able to update here but here I am now, having the motivation to write again.
Recently I have been leading two assignments groups whereby both assignments required us to do role play. I found myself being contradict in my ideas and also in deciding the suggested ideas from my group mates.
I personally think that paradoxical person are creative people and they pursue perfection in things or in their work. Well, I am not as such as my attitude itself is contradicting with each other. Sometimes people perceive me as someone who is unpredictable. Sometimes I am easy to be predicted. I am referring on simple things. A simple example which is having meals, whether to have meals with friends or not to. I like having meals with friends and I like to have meals alone too. Hence I always have to come up with a decision. Even when the decision is set, I might change my mind when I think the other idea is better than the initial ones.
Paradox really helps in coming up with numerous ideas, as one idea improvised from the other. But it is really a burden when it comes to decision making. I want to be someone who is firm in the decisions I made but every time I would have fail as I always think that the grass is greener on the other side.
I bet most of us have slight issue with paradox but in my opinion, those who counters it and focus on their goals and aim, are those who are successful in what they do.
I do not plan to change myself as I somewhat would turn the plan down anyways, I will just go with the flow and continue living.
Thanks for reading my rant.
Just want to write for no reason.
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